心慌意乱
[xīn huāng yì luàn]
This online name, 'Xinhuang Yiluan' in pinyin, conveys a feeling of being worried, anxious and at sixes and sevens. In Chinese, 心 (xīn) means heart and mind, while 荒 (huāng) represents chaotic and messy, so together it creates a term describing someone who is in a confused and disordered emotional state, often used to express anxiety or nervousness about something.