喜欢自由又怕寂寞想要放纵又怕坠落
[xĭ huān zì yóu yòu pà jì mò xiăng yào fàng zòng yòu pà zhuì luò]
With the meanings 'want freedom but afraid of loneliness, wish to be unrestrained yet scared of falling', it expresses a contradictory state between desiring absolute liberty and feeling insecurity in facing consequences