习惯着不该习惯的适应着不该适应的
[xí guàn zhe bù gāi xí guàn de shì yīng zhe bù gāi shì yīng de]
In English, this conveys the feeling of reluctantly adapting oneself to unfavorable situations. It highlights the internal conflict between resisting these changes and being forced to adjust for survival or necessity.