我只是努力让自己没心没肺
[wŏ zhĭ shì nŭ lì ràng zì jĭ méi xīn méi fèi]
This means 'I'm just trying to be as heartless as possible'. In Chinese, '没心没肺' figuratively refers to not allowing emotions or sentiments to affect oneself, suggesting that this user strives to stay unfazed or undisturbed by feelings.