我知道啊我是笑话啊
[wŏ zhī dào a wŏ shì xiào huà a]
Translates as 'I know, I'm a joke.' This reflects a sense of bitter self-awareness. The user might have had experiences where they feel like others look at them in a negative light, perceiving their own existence or attempts as nothing more than comedic relief or an easy target for ridicule.