我真讨厌这样窝囊废的自己
[wŏ zhēn tăo yàn zhè yàng wō náng fèi de zì jĭ]
I Really Dislike This Cowardly Version Of Myself - Admits disappointment and displeasure in demonstrating weakness, cowardice, inefficacy (described as waste). The speaker expresses dissatisfaction or regret toward aspects considered unworthy of self-standards and desires to overcome such negativity.