我在搞笑借热闹眼泪拼命飙
[wŏ zài găo xiào jiè rè nào yăn lèi pīn mìng biāo]
Translation yields 'I pretend I’m enjoying amidst borrowed laughter and tears.' The net name shows the user is pretending to have fun, masking genuine emotion—perhaps sadness or pain—under pretense of merriment, using humor as a shield against expressing their own troubles directly.