我愿自己像条鱼健忘不流泪
[wŏ yuàn zì jĭ xiàng tiáo yú jiàn wàng bù liú lèi]
'I wish I could be like a fish—forgetful and incapable of tears.' A desire to avoid feeling or remembering past sorrows, akin to how fish supposedly have a short memory span and don't express pain by crying.