我愿溺水而亡然后消失不见我愿花落千年而后沉溺永远
[wŏ yuàn nì shuĭ ér wáng rán hòu xiāo shī bù jiàn wŏ yuàn huā luò qiān nián ér hòu chén nì yŏng yuăn]
Means 'I wish to drown and disappear, I wish to let the flowers fall for a thousand years and then be submerged forever.' This is a rather dramatic and somber expression about wanting to disappear completely, wishing for complete obscurity and endless dissolution from reality.