我愿久居深海之后走向死亡
[wŏ yuàn jiŭ jū shēn hăi zhī hòu zŏu xiàng sĭ wáng]
This username conveys a sense of despair and isolation, as if the person is willing to live deep in the sea, symbolizing an escape from society or harsh realities, eventually accepting the end. This reflects a feeling of profound depression or loneliness.