我要笑到让世界去哭我要坚强的像个怪物
[wŏ yào xiào dào ràng shì jiè qù kū wŏ yào jiān qiáng de xiàng gè guài wù]
This phrase expresses determination with a bit of defiance: 'I will smile enough to make the world weep, I want to be strong like a monster'. The user wants to maintain happiness/laughter regardless of circumstances affecting others or wishes to show great resilience in facing challenges, comparing their strength level to monstrous endurance.