我姓肖却无法微笑地看着你
[wŏ xìng xiào què wú fă wēi xiào dì kàn zhe nĭ]
The username translates to 'My surname is Xiao but I cannot look at you with a smile.' This suggests a mix of pride in lineage or last name yet expresses a feeling of unexpressed frustration or unmet expectations regarding personal interaction.