我想当小丑这样走了她不疼
[wŏ xiăng dāng xiăo chŏu zhè yàng zŏu le tā bù téng]
This poignant account 'I Want To Be a Clown, So Leaving Won't Hurt Her' suggests an individual wishing to mask pain, perhaps their own or a loved one's, through humor or playing the role of a jester when parting ways with her. This showcases selflessness despite personal grief.