我龌龊我肮脏我没你会装
[wŏ wò chuò wŏ āng zàng wŏ méi nĭ huì zhuāng]
Translates closely to 'I am sordid, I am dirty, without you, I'm fake'. A self-deprecating statement indicating internal strife or dishonesty, possibly expressing feelings of inferiority or hypocrisy when compared to someone else, reflecting personal struggles.