我说不爱你其实在骗自己
[wŏ shuō bù ài nĭ qí shí zài piàn zì jĭ]
Translates into 'When I Say I Don't Love You, I'm Actually Lying To Myself'. Here the person expresses inner conflict or dishonesty within themselves. It reflects on admitting hidden or suppressed feelings or the difficulty of acknowledging true emotions toward someone despite trying not to show it. It reveals a vulnerable side.