我哭着对你说求安慰我笑着对你说没关系
[wŏ kū zhe duì nĭ shuō qiú ān wèi wŏ xiào zhe duì nĭ shuō méi guān xì]
It reflects the mixed emotional states the speaker went through - seeking comfort in tears but also responding with reassurance with a smile. The phrase can reflect complexity in dealing with emotional situations while trying to stay resilient at the same time.