我看到了满目苍凉的青春
[wŏ kàn dào le măn mù cāng liáng de qīng chūn]
'I saw a bleak youth' conveys feelings of nostalgia, loneliness, or sadness about one's youth. The user possibly wants to remember certain moments in young adulthood where things were desolate and difficult. It can also express a mature understanding of growing up and its hardships.