我化作成小丑
[wŏ huà zuò chéng xiăo chŏu]
'我化作成小丑' translates to 'I become a clown'. It reflects a feeling that the person feels silly and makes themselves seem like an outsider in social gatherings, possibly portraying self-sarcasm or highlighting the awkward situations faced. Sometimes it may imply hiding true self and pretending in order to fit society.