我恨自己明明爱他却不说话
[wŏ hèn zì jĭ míng míng ài tā què bù shuō huà]
This name expresses a mix of self-reproach and unspoken love, which means 'I hate myself for being in love with him but not telling him'. It conveys the feeling where one loves someone deeply but chooses to remain silent out of shyness or fear.