我疯癫没她淑女更没她会装
[wŏ fēng diān méi tā shū nǚ gèng méi tā huì zhuāng]
'My Insanity Can't Mimic Her Elegance; Nor Can I Pretend As Well As She Does.' This indicates frustration with oneself for lacking the ability to mimic the refined elegance or deceptive sophistication displayed by someone else, often highlighting self-deprecation and admiration mixed with irritation.