我的男神永远不知道我爱他
[wŏ de nán shén yŏng yuăn bù zhī dào wŏ ài tā]
This username reflects a sentiment where someone admires or has strong feelings for a man (often referred to as 'male god' in Chinese internet slang, which means an idolized man), but this person's feelings will never be known by the admired one. It conveys the feeling of unrequited love or secret admiration.