我曾经堕入无边黑暗我曾经毁掉我的一切
[wŏ céng jīng duò rù wú biān hēi àn wŏ céng jīng huĭ diào wŏ de yī qiè]
This name reflects a past of hardship and self-destruction, indicating that the person has gone through dark times and perhaps destroyed important aspects of their life. It suggests resilience and survival through personal struggles.