我不是林萧没有崇光爱我
[wŏ bù shì lín xiāo méi yŏu chóng guāng ài wŏ]
This name comes from a character in a popular Chinese youth idol drama 'Tiny Times'. Lin Xiao, played by Ni Ni, is a female lead and Chongguang represents a man who deeply loves her despite his poor health. The meaning here implies that 'I'm not the beloved like Lin Xiao who has endless love from Chongguang', which can be understood as someone expressing self-mockery or inferiority.