我不坚强只是习惯逞强
[wŏ bù jiān qiáng zhĭ shì xí guàn chĕng qiáng]
The literal meaning of this name is 'I'm not strong, I'm just used to pretending to be'. It indicates the user might have an outward show of strength but internally feels vulnerable or weak, and conveys the idea of hiding one's true feelings behind a facade.