我肮脏我龌龊我没你会装
[wŏ āng zàng wŏ wò chuò wŏ méi nĭ huì zhuāng]
This user name means: 'I am dirty, filthy, and hypocritical without you.' It suggests a sense of self-deprecation and emotional dependence on someone else, emphasizing one's own perceived flaws in contrast to the absence of the other person.