我爱你跌跌撞撞到绝望
[wŏ ài nĭ diē diē zhuàng zhuàng dào jué wàng]
The person seems to be expressing their love despite difficulties and reaching a state of despair. The name reflects the turbulence experienced in a relationship, where one loves someone so much even through the rough times that can eventually turn into utter hopelessness.