伪装的快乐再快乐都不是我
[wĕi zhuāng de kuài lè zài kuài lè dōu bù shì wŏ]
The Pretended Happiness Is Not Mine Even If It's Happy: This username conveys the feeling of someone who is pretending to be happy, but inside they know it’s not their real self. There’s an element of melancholy and unmet emotional expectations.