突然想放开手了
[tū rán xiăng fàng kāi shŏu le]
Sudden desire to let go can represent a willingness to give up something previously held on to tight - be it a person, a thing or maybe a dream. There's often fatigue after a period of struggle and then a sense of peace comes with choosing to loosen your grip on life. The implication being it might be better to walk away rather than hang on.