跳楼自杀不如深海溺亡
[tiào lóu zì shā bù rú shēn hăi nì wáng]
The literal translation of this nickname sounds extremely sad and expresses despair; however, in some contexts, it might be used metaphorically to convey the hopelessness one feels or as hyperbole when feeling severely stressed out or melancholic. But please remember, any suicidal thoughts need help and support from those around you or professionals.