天真幼稚笨羡慕嫉妒恨
        
            [tiān zhēn yòu zhì bèn xiàn mù jí dù hèn]
        
        
            A self-deprecatory name combining childish innocence with envy, jealousy, and spitefulness. It humorously points to a mix of emotions such as admiring and feeling jealous of others in an immature way.