思绪蔓延整个曾经回忆封锁整个心灵
[sī xù màn yán zhĕng gè céng jīng huí yì fēng suŏ zhĕng gè xīn líng]
'My thoughts spread throughout all my past, my memories block my entire heart.' The nickname conveys the overwhelming feeling of nostalgia, melancholy, where past events dominate mind constantly