失心腐蛊矢心腐骨
[shī xīn fŭ gŭ shĭ xīn fŭ gú]
'Shixin Fugu Shixin Fugu', this internet nickname reflects losing heart, feeling disheartened or emotionally damaged which has deeply rooted within bone marrow or innermost part of one’s soul. The name conveys deep despair, sadness from lost loved one or betray by somebody dear.