失望梦想
[shī wàng mèng xiăng]
This online name '失望梦想' (shī wàng mèng xiǎng) can be translated as 'Disillusioned Dream.' It reflects a melancholic state where someone feels their aspirations or dreams have been met with disappointment and disillusion. This could be from personal experiences, failed endeavors, or the gap between ideals and reality.