深拥我j我长刺j
[shēn yōng wŏ j wŏ zhăng cì j]
In this nickname, “深拥” means a deep embrace, but adding “j我长刺j” (which has long thorns), turns it into a more complex expression about being protected yet still wanting to hold close. Maybe it's implying the need for emotional distance even within intimacy, possibly to protect oneself from hurt or harm.