深海之鱼却厌水深爱之人却厌情
[shēn hăi zhī yú què yàn shuĭ shēn ài zhī rén què yàn qíng]
A poetic username translating to 'Fish in the Deep Sea Hate Water; People in Love Hate Emotions,' symbolizing inner conflict where one finds discomfort in something essential to their existence.