入睡与醒来一样恐慌等待与
[rù shuì yŭ xĭng lái yī yàng kŏng huāng dĕng dài yŭ]
Incomplete phrase, possibly means 'Falling asleep and waking up with similar anxiety' implying constant state of fear or uneasiness while transitioning between states of awareness. It describes someone suffering chronic uncertainty and insecurity.