让我醉让我悲让我秃废
[ràng wŏ zuì ràng wŏ bēi ràng wŏ tū fèi]
This username conveys feelings of sorrow, despair, and perhaps even self-abandonment. 'Let me be drunk, let me grieve, let me become ruined' expresses the user's emotional state where they may feel overwhelmed by sadness or life's difficulties.