且恨且铭记且行且珍惜
[qiĕ hèn qiĕ míng jì qiĕ xíng qiĕ zhēn xī]
It means 'I hate it, remember it, keep moving forward, and cherish it'. This name reflects ambivalent feelings about an event: hatred along with memory preservation. It encourages perseverance and treasuring what is meaningful.