徘徊在记忆里你给的温柔迷失在魔咒里你给的伤痛
[pái huái zài jì yì lĭ nĭ jĭ de wēn róu mí shī zài mó zhòu lĭ nĭ jĭ de shāng tòng]
This long sentence-like username roughly means 'Wandering between the tenderness given in your memories and getting lost in the curse you've inflicted'. It suggests conflicting emotions of nostalgia and pain.