怕永诀亦怕再见
[pà yŏng jué yì pà zài jiàn]
This username expresses a deep ambivalence in the user's emotions. '怕永诀亦怕再见' translates to 'Afraid of eternal farewell but also afraid of meeting again'. It reflects a bittersweet sentiment where one fears losing someone forever, yet dreads the possibility of rekindling past relationships which might result in more pain and suffering.