扭曲了思念
[niŭ qŭ le sī niàn]
Distorted Longing: The user may have complicated, troubled or even hurtful feelings towards someone or something they long for. The Chinese character '思念' (si nian) means deep affection for or longing of, but the addition of '扭曲' (qiu niu) indicates these feelings may not be reciprocated or accepted, and as a result they are tangled and deformed in his or her heart.