宁愿笑着也不愿在你面前哭
[níng yuàn xiào zhe yĕ bù yuàn zài nĭ miàn qián kū]
It shows the unwillingness to reveal vulnerability, preferring to smile rather than cry in front of someone. Expresses the desire to protect others from burden and maintain an image, perhaps to appear strong and not want to trouble the other party.