你笑我狼狈
[nĭ xiào wŏ láng bèi]
'Ni Xiao Wo Lang Bei'. Directly, it says ‘You Laugh At My Embarrassment/Predicaments/Misery’. Using this as net-name probably aims at sharing one’s vulnerable side publicly while accepting potential ridicule - acknowledging own struggles humorously yet sincerely. Might reflect a humble, real, non-perfectionist identity