难得清醒
[nán dé qīng xĭng]
The phrase literally means 'rarely sober.' It conveys a feeling of being lost in a chaotic environment, rarely finding moments of true awareness or sanity. It expresses a person's fatigue with modern life complexities and the sense that genuine honesty or mental clarity in the world is hard to come by. The owner might be tired of dealing with daily stress or feel different from others around them.