没有最初
[méi yŏu zuì chū]
Translated literally, 'there is no beginning', which means losing original intentions or original dreams. The person using this nickname may find themselves far away from the goals set when they initially embarked on some paths. As life proceeds and changes happen one after another, the essence may disappear gradually or transform. So it conveys disappointment, nostalgia, resignation or other sentiments associated with loss or transformation.