每天挣扎你给我的惩罚越来越不清楚你的想法
[mĕi tiān zhēng zhā nĭ jĭ wŏ de chéng fá yuè lái yuè bù qīng chŭ nĭ de xiăng fă]
Describing a painful situation in daily life where the owner experiences confusion, struggle, and pain from someone else's actions toward them. They feel increasingly unable to understand the other person's motives and feelings.