寥寥炊烟咽泪装欢瞒炊烟寥寥独语斜阑难
[liáo liáo chuī yān yān lèi zhuāng huān mán chuī yān liáo liáo dú yŭ xié lán nán]
The meaning behind this name reflects someone who tries to appear happy despite feeling sad. 'Cigarette smoke' (or cooking fire in ancient usage) symbolizes fleeting moments or feelings. This phrase suggests loneliness, unshared sorrows, and putting on a brave face even when it's difficult.