怜娇怏却
[lián jiāo yàng què]
This name contains more nuanced and poetic emotions (怜娇 means tender affection and tenderness towards someone gentle and charming; 必怏却 signifies resentment or displeasure) which creates a somewhat conflicting sentiment — cherishing and having fondness for someone/something while also holding some degree of dissatisfaction or reluctance. It paints a complex psychological portrait of the speaker’s mixed feelings.