冷眼以对你撕心裂肺多美
[lĕng yăn yĭ duì nĭ sī xīn liè fèi duō mĕi]
This username 'Leng Yan Yi Dui Ni Si Xin Lie Fei Duo Mei' roughly translates to 'Indifferently Looking at You with All My Suffering, So Beautiful.' It seems paradoxical, expressing an emotional suffering while still acknowledging a sort of dark beauty or tragic love in the relationship.