苦笑自己是如此旳悲哀触不到那一抹刺眼阳光
[kŭ xiào zì jĭ shì rú cĭ dì bēi āi chù bù dào nèi yī mŏ cì yăn yáng guāng]
'Bitterly laugh at myself, I am so miserable and can't reach that glaring ray of sunshine.' Conveys a very sad sentiment, where the owner feels that despite their effort, they remain distant from the brightness in life. The bright sun represents happiness and success which others may have but seems elusive for the owner.